]. Which I guess is
; there's a reason why all these ballets and such are pretty much solely based on fairy-tales. This leads Elle to do lots of spinning of her own afterward. She has OCD (has to wash her hands a specific number of times,
phrases she hears uncontrollably, spitting etc) and other symptoms suggestive of MK.
"Are you erm, pretending this is
looking glass land? Looks a little like a
chess board." Felicity says to Elle after she sees her stepping on specific squares in a ritualistic fashion (pointless ritual/activity often seen in MK victims), she is told by an odd looking mechanical child-actor (the one constantly berrated for being effeminate, described him being called a faggot earlier in the post) that in order to get the part she must "pray to God" or do something she hates. So she basically inflicts trauma on herself (
her resulting leg injuries are pretty nasty because she does it for so long) which leads to more dissociation. They do more spinning here also.

Another
butterfly collage thing
on the door, and below we see her at the psychiatrist where an
hourglass, some sort of
egg and his bow-tie appears to be a checkerboard also (closeup not pictured). Also a very conscious use of the
black/white theme going on in his room.


The two "spoiled brat archetypes" (black/white duality also), the white one with a
butterfly on her t-shirt. They describe how they
poked needles into the
eyes of a
doll earlier in the movie.

Nicely angled shot with all those bunnies on show (and on the other bedside table in the background), also note the
butterflies on the
light, black/white panda and tings. Huffman's playful biting of her arm can be considered MK suggestive of
cannibalism.

Falling is a massive theme in this movie; the spaced out teacher (Mrs Dodger constantly says "jump" which is imprinted in Elle's mind as a trigger (for literal jumping rather than just a signal to get started; later on) because she says it so often that it becomes part of her hallucinations.



Elle inflicts various traumas on herself, the earlier, less painful ones (tapping her fingers/knuckles hard for a long time in a specific order, stepping on the right squares in a
checkerboard and others) only resulted in small-scale hallucinations. But as the pain increases and
she dissociates further from it, the
hallucinations become much more vivid. She continually jumps up and down a
staircase (accessing different compartment of the mind); she says "Stretch out your toes,
remember who you are, don't get fired." This is the kind of pointless (not to their minds though) traumatic activity (metaphor for much more serious traumas) MK'd kids would undertake, mixing in lines from Alice in Wonderland for programming.

So when she finally falls hard onto the steps; she dissociates from the pain (you can tell that from the big smile on her face, which shifts instantly after falling) and hears voices in her head (a woman laughing). She goes
through the front
door (into the compartment of the brain that houses these memories of Alice) and this extremely vivid hallucination occurs.


She meets the Red Queen (played by Huffman; her mother in the film [not pictured, see her near the top of this post], in actual MK hallucinations/dissociative 'trips' the programmer's face is often seen on some of the characters of the programming script they've been forced to watch over and over [usually the White Rabbit is seen as the programmer in Alice in Wonderland programming]) and they
run on the spot (pointless activity) while the camera
spins around them and they speak nonsense. Note
Monarch Butterfly below, that's her mum/Red Queen's hand sticking out before they start running on the spot.


She continues running with the red queen for a while before falling to the ground and waking up in reality (the switch is very sudden, she is excitedly talking to the red queen then suddenly she falls and she's back to reality looking dejected). Elle describes to her therapist what she talks to the Red Queen (who he thinks is just an imaginary friend) about: "
Wonderland, how nice it is to have a place where
things aren't so fixed. It's all
the opposite there you know. Be nice if... it were the same here..." Watch this bit (just before)
here.

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Elle's sister in the movie is also strange as she dresses as
Karl
Marx ('illuminati' puppet) for Halloween, Elle naturally as Alice (in reality Elle's sister Dakota dressed as Alice, see image back up the page). When the kid complains that noone recognizes her, Felicity says: "It's
esoteric sweetie."

There are loads of
skulls,
bones etc around the place being Halloween, and one random home owner (whom Elle uncontrollably calls "fat" over and over) had a butterfly costume on. Just before this Elle's dad in the film says, "Don't let
the poppies put you to sleep." mistakenly thinking it comes from Wonderland, but Felicity corrects him saying "
The poppies are in Oz". You have to go through the poppy field to get to the Yellow Brick Road in the Wizard of Oz Programming script. Poppies are obviously a drug (primary ingredient of heroin/cocaine) used in programming (it's no coincidence that since the Afghan invasion poppy production has gone through the roof) to tranquilize Monarch slaves/put them in a trance-state.

The next dissociation/hallucination scene [
humpty dumpty;
shattered egg/mind symbolism essentially, also a self-destruct program, like a
shattered mirror which can also trigger self-destruction] occurs after some emotional trauma; as she is kicked out of the Alice in Wonderland theatrical play for spitting [spitting/splitting, when you are spat on it can make you go absolutely nuts; probably because it has some sort primal ejaculation subconscious resonance or something (in terms of someone elses body fluid being propelled at you)] at a classmate after being accused of
murdering the class
pet (beloved pets are often killed as part of trauma, often made to do it themselves; heightening the traumatic effect). These hallucinations
always happen (in this movie) after some type of emotional or physical trauma as I've said, this is because the more trauma she undergoes (in the programming in reality; the movie portrays this trauma based programming metaphorically) the more she dissociates from it, the more vivid the hallucinations become.


"I think about Alice falling, I look down and I get scared." [says this as she's sitting on the catwalk (below) to Mrs Dodger] Alice falling = falling deeper into a trance. Elle says this to her drama teacher on a catwalk [called the same as what models walk on], which naturally you get to by climbing a spiral staircase. After this scene, Elle's sister describes how battery chickens are "hung upside down and electrocuted, but only a little so they can usually still feel it when they get their throats cut, but often the knife misses so they're still alive for the last part when they get dropped in boiling water" (obvious reference to electroshock and other methods involved in MK programming, this is spoken by the kid who wore that Karl Marx Kostume earlier).

The next dissociation scene occurs after some more trauma; heightened by the fact that she was ecstatic (being allowed back in the play after being banned) just before the emotional trauma of her father telling her that "Are you sure your mother could handle another one of you?", this was because he had got frustrated over her constantly jumping around and
spinning, excited that she had just been let back into the play. This type of thing is seen in actual program (easily suggestible when in a confused state; one minute they're praised, the next they're berated for no reason). She runs out and steps on the
cracks forcefully (trauma), those white squares with small black squares at an angle in the centre pattern seems to be symbolic to me (below). Again (like the first Red Queen dissociation scene), she exits through the front door and hallucinates....


...This one has a particularly twisted feel to it (the Wonderland characters smoking Hookah, probably something else mind) as the music becomes quite sinister and the camera is shakey/disorientated (as usual the characters she hallucinates from Wonderland have the faces of people from her actual life, such as the therapist is humpty dumpty in this scene [note the
egg in his office further up], her mom is the red queen as before, and the principle is the mad hatter), the Wonderland characters are not nice to her and downright hostile, only saying lines from the book; which is in contrast to her previous hallucinations where they were pretty much all on her side trying to help.





They do not help and dismiss her away and she wakes up in the morning to her father's apology. Because this hallucination was not pleasant, she can no longer act properly, she becomes monotone and disinterested... the odd boy (who chose to play the Queen of Hearts and is teased) tells her to "stop it" (acting so poorly), then she screams "fag!" at him,
runs up the spiral staircase, then a
ladder which she sits atop and we have another hallucination/dissociation scene (dissociating from the emotional trauma of the scenario she ran away from, again the hallucinations are getting ever more detailed).








With the trigger phrase "jump" instilled in her mind through the drama teacher (Mrs Dodger) using it constantly as a signal to 'go'; she says just before the above drop, "Yes, I'm ready..." she jumps then you hear her land on the floor and we have another hallucination scene, this time completely messed up because of the heightened (literally) trauma and thus her level of dissociation was greater.

Note the reversed/mirrored/upside down image, and the distortion. She is read what she is accused of then suddenly she's in the principles office (where this dissociative hallucination continues, this time seen as a
reflection in his
mirror/reflective sphere, and then off other reflections in his office)
.
Note opaque disembodied head statue + grey (bowler?) hat.

As well as the
Escher-esque reflecting sphere [note the use of it in MK Movie Labyrinth is mentioned, and also the
Indonesian Shadow Puppets (MK is largely about illusion)], you've got the
bull, chalice and such things too.

They keep saying standard lines from Alice in Wonderland such as "Off with your head!" "Consider your verdict", and lines from her actual life like "I'm so ashamed" and "Jump", showing how reality and fantasy are confused which leads people to do crazyass things (under MK, this is 100% controlled) like jumping from a large height (in programming this can and is obviously employed intentionally) that can only result in pain and trauma. Other lines from fairytales and things like that are mentioned by Elle too like lines from Twinkle Twinkle Little Star (nursery ryhme described in Illuminati Formula as being used) and others, which she uncontrollably repeats (blamed on her OCD/tourrette's; more on this further down).


She tells the principle that "The Red Queen was just saying what Mrs Dodger always says... jump!" [Dodger is the one who I've said keeps saying 'jump'] when asked if she jumped or if she fell, the principle blames Dodger and then we have 3 quick-fire reflections from the royal court each saying "guilty!". Dodger [perhaps a reference to the
LA Dodgers who are known to be involved in trauma based mind control] gets fired, and they get on with rehearsing the play on their own.

At another
ballet performance, Elle gets anxious when the ballerina won't wake up, she repeats over and over uncontrollably, "wake up! wake up. wake up. wake up!" and Felicity assures her that there's nothing to fear because "She has a
spell on her." Remember impressionable young children being programmed would not view such info with an adult's sceptical mind so to actually "cast a spell" over the child would be all the easier, i.e. putting them in trance/hypnotic states. This is exactly the kind of thing (taking the child to a fairytale ballet type thing) that occurs during the programming of young children as well as that kind of phrase spoken by the programmer/handler taking them, in order re-enforce what's going on in the child's mind in terms of what she's seeing.

After this scene, her OCD is described by Felicity saying: "Around Phoebe's age they can't control it... some
obsess over ritual... and I guess some times it can be hard to see at first because if they concentrate very hard on something it goes away for a while, like being in a play;
pretending to be someone else.... And
her fantasy; Wonderland, that's just Phoebe
wanting to be somewhere else", they conclude she has a form of tourettes; but Elle describes it at the end as such: "It's a
voice in your head, that tells you to do the
opposite of what you're supposed to do..." which is a speech she gives to the class then someone asks her "is it
aids?" [aids was created by the CIA and there has been an antidote since it's creation which has been routinely given to Monarch slaves since the 60s/70s] to link/synch it back to the AIDS benefit Wonderland thing near the top of this post.



There is one final dissociative hallucination before the end of the film; as she
climbs the
now chained spiral staircase, back up to the
catwalk where Mrs Dodger is waiting for her (in her mind anyway), she steps aside revealing the real Alice in Wonderland (the one she keeps hallucinating shown in various other images further up). So we have Elle on one side of the catwalk and Alice on the other, note all those Luciferian points of light; then Dodger and Elle
run on the spot before disappearing into more Luciferian light, leading Elle to give the final MK suggestive lines (quoted below) in her performance as Alice.


Caterpillar: Who are you?
Alice: I hardly know sir, right now. At least I knew who I was when I woke up this morning, but I think I must have changed many times since then.
Caterpillar: Explain yourself!
Alice: I'm afraid I can't put it more clearly, or I can't understand it myself to begin with, and being so many different sizes in a day, it is very confusing.
Caterpillar: It isn't.
Alice: Well, perhaps you havn't found it so yet but when you have to turn into a crystalous [? coccoon it means I guess; perhaps a reference to early alters who are dehumanized into thinking they are gems or crystals], you will some day you know and then into a beautiful butterfly, I think you'll feel a little odd.
Caterpillar: Not a bit.
Alice: You're feelings maybe different. All I know is, it would feel very strange to me.
Caterpillar: You, who are you?
Then the film ends.