“I am sure on some level she might have felt empowered and good about it, but  on another she would have felt empty and exploited,” says Pinsky, who has  researched the relationship between celebrities and sexuality in his book  The Mirror Effect: How Celebrity Narcissism Is Seducing America. “Generally  speaking, when a woman’s worth is built on her sexuality, she ends up having  flimsy self-esteem.”  
  The first bars of Britney’s gilded cage were in place. 
  For the first few years, Britney’s success was the kind millions of young  girls dream of — three albums debuting at No 1, a $3m house in the Hollywood  Hills, a loft in New York and, of course, a dreamy boyfriend, Justin  Timberlake, her fellow Mouseketeer in The All New Mickey Mouse Club when  they were in their early teens. Yet Lunt says that as she became more  successful, Britney became harder and harder to deal with.  
  “When artists become successful when they are very young,” he says, “they  realise they missed out on their whole childhood by working so hard. And  when they hit 20 or 21, they think, ‘I missed everything between 15 and 20,  so I have to catch up.’ Suddenly, learning about life becomes more important  than the music. In Britney’s case, when she wanted to learn about  life, there were always 300 cameras watching. To think it doesn’t take a  toll on someone’s psyche is very naive.” 
      People who know Britney well believe she has never fully recovered from the  end of her four-year relationship with Timberlake, when she had just turned  21. Bad enough to have paparazzi cameras documenting your distress; then  Timberlake made embarrassing, even humiliating, revelations, discussing on a  radio station how he and Britney had had oral sex, and acknowledging in a  television interview that they had “done it”, although Britney was still  claiming she was a virgin. Her pristine image was given a further pounding  by a rancid interview the Limp Bizkit front man, Fred Durst, gave on Howard  Stern’s radio show, in which he talked about having sex with Britney and  even discussed her pubic hair. Around that time, the tabloids began  speculating that she might be dabbling in cocaine and other drugs.  
  The first real indication that something was seriously wrong came with the  shock news, in early January 2004, that Britney had married Jason Alexander,  a childhood friend, at the Little White Wedding Chapel in Las Vegas. As  quickly as they got married, they sought and got an annulment. Britney Jean  Spears’s first marriage lasted only 55 hours. 
  Three months later, Britney met Kevin Federline, a backup dancer for  Timberlake and others, in a Hollywood club. Just three months after that,  the pair announced their engagement. Unfortunately, Federline was already in  a relationship with an actress. They had one child and she was eight months  pregnant with their second. The feeling that Britney was using her pull as a  rich, sexy pop star to deprive two children of their father marked a turning  point in the way the tabloids treated her. 
  When a five-hour documentary cut together from the newlyweds’ home videos,  appropriately called Britney and Kevin: Chaotic, was broadcast on American  television in May 2005, the reception was disastrous. The New York Times  said the show revealed that Britney “has the mind of a child trapped in the  body of a blow-up doll”. Her maturity was again challenged in February 2006,  when she was photographed driving with her young son, Sean Preston, on her  lap, not in a car seat. In April she was questioned by the LA Department of  Children and Family Services after the child was badly bruised, apparently  because he fell out of a high chair; and in May, Britney was snapped nearly  dropping him in the street. 
  By the time Britney announced she was pregnant again, there were already  tabloid rumours that the marriage was on the rocks. Britney was said to be  angry that Federline was trying to parlay his new-found celebrity into a  career as a rap singer. Jayden James was born in September, and barely two  months later Britney filed for divorce, citing irreconcilable differences.  Federline was dubbed Fed-Ex, and Britney hit the party scene, seemingly most  nights of the week, sometimes in the company of one of her new friends,  Paris Hilton, sometimes, as the tabloids enthusiastically and frequently  pointed out, minus her knickers. 
  Her mother believed she was suffering serious postpartum depression, but it  also became obvious she was drinking heavily and, according to people in  close contact with her, using drugs. Then began the gavotte of checking into  rehab centres for 24 hours, then checking out, with time out for shaving her  head and attacking a paparazzo’s car with an umbrella. She returned to rehab  for a month, but less than a month after she was released, she fired  Rudolph.  
  With her management and family banished, Britney’s closest companions became  the paparazzi. Tony Barretto, one of her bodyguards during that time, later  testified to a court deciding on custody of her children just how disturbing  things were in the world of Britney Spears. He later said that not long  after she had left rehab, she nearly overdosed in a hotel room with the  singer Howie Day, whom she had met in the clinic. 
  “She was in a terrible state, just sweating and shaking,” said Barretto, who  was worried she was going to die. “Her pupils were huge — I’ve never seen  her so bad. There were half-eaten plates of food everywhere. On the surface  of the dresser, I could see mounds of white powder and a straw on top. I  suspected it was cocaine or powdered methamphetamines. By the side I spotted  a glass pipe, which I knew from my drugs training was often used with  crystal meth.” Barretto said he gave evidence to the court because he was  extremely concerned about the wellbeing of Britney’s young children. “She’s  not a good mother,” he said. “She has mental problems. Often she would  scream and cry uncontrollably.”
 In May 2007, Britney tried to explain what was happening in her life in a  meandering post on her website. “I truly hit rock bottom,” she admitted.  “Till this day I don’t think it was alcohol or depression. I was like a bad  kid running around with ADD. I realised how much energy and love I had put  into my past relationship when it was gone because I genuinely did not know  what to do with myself, and it made me so sad. I confess, I was so lost.” 
  “She jettisoned everybody out of her life who was offering her good advice,”  Lunt says. “It was her way of saying, ‘I want to make my own decisions, even  if they’re bad ones.’ I personally believe she has low self-esteem. And when  you are a famous person, to have low self-esteem makes you extremely  vulnerable to the leeches of the world.” 
  Lunt is specifically referring to Osama “Sam” Lutfi, who insinuated himself  into Britney’s life in October 2007 and started calling himself her manager.  Lynne Spears later issued a restraining order against Lutfi, saying he  “essentially moved into Britney’s home and has purported to take control of  her life, home and finances”. Lutfi said he began a business relationship  with the singer “out of concern for Britney and her wellbeing”. But he had  also cultivated a close and presumably lucrative relationship with the  celebrity photo agency X17. Brandy Navarre, vice-president at the agency,  said Lutfi communicated with them by e-mail and text messages. X17 always  seemed to have photographers strategically placed wherever Britney — and  Lutfi — were. The photos were then sold to tabloids around the world for  hundreds of thousands of dollars.  
  “When all of this stuff crashed around her,” Navarre says, “and she didn’t  have a strong support system, she found it in the paparazzi. It sounds so  strange, but we were the only people there for her all the time.” The  situation became even more bizarre when Britney one night invited a  paparazzo into her car and began a sexual relationship with him. The  paparazzo, Adnan Ghalib, a Brit of Afghan background, started brokering his  own photos and videos of the singer. 
      Who was Lutfi? He claimed to be a film producer, among other things, of a  B-movie called Bug Buster. The film’s real producer says he was just his  assistant. “He was a hustler type, a fast-talking kid.” It later  emerged that Lutfi had a troubling background and that at least two people  had filed restraining orders against him. One complained that his harassment  of her had become “an overwhelming nightmare”. 
  In a lawsuit he later filed, Lutfi claimed that Britney’s parents saw his  relationship with their daughter as a “threat to their lifestyle” and  started to “drive him out of Britney’s life. Jamie and Lynne set out to  destroy anyone and anything that came between them and Britney, first by  pressuring and cajoling Britney into annulling her marriage to longtime  friend Jason Alexander, and later by interfering with Britney’s marriage to  Kevin Federline”. Lutfi also claimed that Britney had appointed him as  her manager in October 2007, and that she had agreed he would be paid 15% of  her income — which he put at about $800,000 a month — for four years. 
  In a restraining order against Lutfi filed in early 2008, Lynne gave a very  different and disturbing picture of his relationship with her daughter.  During a fight between them, she claimed: “Sam had told Britney she was an  unfit mother, a piece of trash and a whore.” She also said that Lutfi told  her he “grinds up Britney’s pills, which included Risperdol [Risperdal is a  drug used to control manic episodes] and Seroquel [a mood stabliliser also  used for bipolar mental illness]. He told us he puts them in her food and  that was the reason she has been quiet for the last three days”. 
  Lynne said Lutfi “told me that if he weren’t in the house to give Britney her  medicine, she would kill herself. Then he said to me, ‘If you try to get rid  of me, she’ll be dead and I’ll piss on her grave’”. According to Lynne,  Ghalib called her and told her that Lutfi would hide Britney’s phones and  tell her he’d lost them. “He also hides her dog, London. She looks for him  all over the house, crying, and then Sam brings the dog out from the hiding  place and acts like her saviour.” 
  Lufti disputes all these assertions and has issued a libel suit against Lynne  for repeating some of them in Through the Storm.  
  “As far as I’m concerned, people like that are just the scum of the earth,”  Lunt says. “To see them taking advantage and trying to control someone you  feel protective towards is heart-breaking and frustrating, because there is  nothing you can really do. And if I felt like that, imagine how Britney’s  parents felt, having their daughter brainwashed and shut out by these  people. That must be the worst feeling in the world.” 
  In September 2007, Britney lost custody of her children because of her  “habitual, frequent and continuous use of controlled substances and  alcohol”, the judge ruled. On January 3, 2008, Britney, who had not slept  for days, refused to give her children back to Federline. According to  newspaper reports, she locked herself in a bathroom, “sobbing  uncontrollably, repeating that she would kill herself”. Finally, in a  terrible scene, Britney was taken from the house on a gurney and driven to  Cedars-Sinai Medical Center in an ambulance, under a police car and  helicopter escort. There, she was placed under an involuntary 72-hour  psychiatric hold. 
  “She had a life-threatening psychiatric illness,” Pinsky explains. “You don’t  get locked in a 72-hour hold unless you have a profound psychiatric  disorder. They are the most ill patients in a psychiatric hospital.”
 Although she was released, on January 31, on the orders of her psychiatrist,  she was removed from her home again, this time by 20 police officers, and  placed again in involuntary psychiatric lockdown. That committal, which the  Spears family believe was initiated by Lutfi, gave them the ammunition they  needed to file a restraining order against him, and on February 1 Jamie  applied for and was granted temporary conservatorship over Britney. It has  since been extended and remains in force 16 months later. 
  “It’s really because of them stepping in, getting a conservatorship, doing all  these aggressive manoeuvres that Britney is alive today,” Pinsky says. Yet,  though alive, how well is she really? 
  Given how physically gruelling her Circus tour is, it’s not surprising that  recent photos of Britney on the beach show her in the best shape she’s been  in for at least five years, slim and toned. Her stamina is remarkable, but  some critics feel there is something vacant and disengaged about her. People  magazine said there was a “lack of joy in her performance”.  
  Navarre, of X17, agrees: “When I look at the pictures and see her perform,  which is when she’s supposed to be at her happiest and her best, she just  doesn’t look happy. She doesn’t have that same smile, that same spark, that  she used to. She seems closed and cold. She’s almost been turned into a  robot. I don’t know what kind of medication she’s on, but she isn’t herself.” 
      And, if she is in good enough health to be engaged in one of the most  gruelling tours in pop history, why is she still subject to the extremely  restrictive conditions of the conservatorship? William McGovern, a law professor  at UCLA who was asked to look at the issues of Britney’s conservatorship,  says he finds “the restrictions on her personal freedom very odd. Not being  able to receive telephone calls? You’re supposed to be able to hire your own  lawyer. How can you hire your own lawyer when your telephone is cut off? The  whole thing smells fishy to me”. 
  Last year, a lawyer who wanted to help free Britney from the conservatorship,  but has so far been banned from doing so by the courts, released a message  the singer had left on his voice mail. “Hi, my name’s Britney Spears,” she  said. “I called you earlier. I’m calling again because I just wanted to make  sure that during the process of eliminating the conservatorship, my father  has threatened me several times, you know, he’ll take my children away. I  just want to be guaranteed that everything will be fine with the process of  you guys taking care of everything, that things will stay the same as far as  my custodial time. That’s it, bye.” 
  Although few people would defend Lutfi, many might agree with what his lawyer,  Bryan Freedman, said when filing a suit against the Spears family. “Why  would a loving father, who deems his daughter to be incompetent, thrust her  into a massive world tour only to subject her to the very limelight that  threatened to shatter her life, for something other than his own personal  gain?”  
  “You have to wonder why Jamie would be so interested in getting her back to  work so quickly,” Navarre says. “Some people would argue that he needed to  keep the cash flowing, so he put the show pony out there and stuck her on  the road again.” 
  Lunt, however, believes that Britney may have needed to work and tour to heal.  “I have a theory about people who get up on stage,” he says. “Usually there  is a hole somewhere in them that can only be filled by 20,000 strangers  chanting their name. She’s not getting up there just so her father can  have money. She’s getting up there because she wants a career. Her career  defines who she is. And she would rather be known for being a performer than  for being somebody who shaves her head and sticks an umbrella through a car  window.” 
  Despite his praise for Jamie’s intervention, Pinsky has serious doubts about  how effectively Britney is being treated for her psychological problems,  especially while she is under such tremendous pressure on tour. “My concern  is whether there is an addiction lurking, and when the reins are let up  slightly, are we going to see that re-emerge in some fashion? If that  happens, then her prognosis shifts again, to very poor.” 
  Pinsky is troubled by something else: that Britney asked for DVDs of her  favourite Marilyn Monroe movies to be in her hotel room at the Dorchester  while she is in London. “Here’s the reality: Marilyn Monroe was a profoundly  disturbed, sexually abused opiate addict who died of her addiction. For  Britney to idealise that, or even in any way wish to emulate or identify  with it, is very troubling. It concerns me mostly because the last time we  saw that clear phenomenon was with Anna Nicole Smith, so if that’s an  indication of what this means...”  
 
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